🔗 Share this article 'Without education, we lose our future': Palestinian Youth and Teachers on 24 Months Deprived of School. 'We seek action, not sympathy'. A young student, twelve, al-Mawasi It has been 24 months since I was last inside a learning environment. That long since I listened to the school chime at the institution I attended, sat at my desk and answered questions during my beloved lesson. At times I still vividly remember the familiar scents and noises: chalk dust, sharpener leftovers, laughter echoing down the halls. But my learning place was destroyed; it was targeted not long after the war began. My books were burned, and companions perished. I was in elementary level on that fateful day: the final day I went to school. That morning, air raid sirens sounded through the corridors. Some students wept, others clasped palms firmly. Our teacher tried to calm us, but even her voice trembled. I remember longing for a normal day; instruction, break time, a literary performance. Instead, that day signaled the conclusion of my former reality. The war has taken so much. But the toughest sacrifice of all is schooling, because it represents the forfeiture of tomorrow. Now I live with my parents, male relatives and female sibling in a crowded shelter in Khan Younis. The shelter coverings sway with breezes, providing no climate control. We queue for sustenance and drinks. Power is imaginary and privacy doesn’t exist. Optimism seems delicate. At evening, I gaze toward the night lights through the holes of my shelter and wonder if my peers see the comparable vista. Some reach out when they are able, expressing they yearn for classes and have kept their old notebooks; like relics of a vanished time. I feel remorseful because I’ve forfeited all of mine. I once envisioned becoming a teacher to support Gaza’s children study, even when circumstances were difficult. Now I dream of being a journalist – to draft, to talk and to reveal the world what it means to be a child in this region. I want to tell our stories of apprehension and need, but also fortitude. Because even in this place, amid loss and destruction, our expressions persist. When connectivity is available, I endeavor to educate myself digitally. On other occasions, I visit a tiny space where volunteers educate us math and Arabic. The instruction is limited – the power fails or the attacks recommence but in those moments, I sense being. I recollect who I was: the girl who adored mathematics and poetry, who believed knowledge could alter reality. Hostilities have stolen countless aspects; our residences, schools and families. I lost my uncle, his partner, and their young ones. I lost my beloved urban area, that southern city, which is nothing but rubble now. But the hardest loss of all is schooling, because without it, our prospects disappear. To the international community, I say this: keep our hopes alive. We don’t want pity, we require steps. Gaza’s children merit texts, educational facilities and safety. Learning is not a luxury, it is a fundamental entitlement. Gaza is not only destruction; it is minors who persist in hoping beneath the drones at evening. It is my narrative and I will keep drafting, even if the sole items remaining is a fractured utensil and a fragment of ripped sheet. 'Pupils inquire: "Are you alright, educator?"'. An educator, 40, teacher in al-Bureij camp I have been instructing in this area for a substantial period. Initially in that urban area, then in another location, and now in this refugee settlement in the central Gaza Strip. Prior to hostilities, I regularly instructed six classes of about dozens of learners, almost two hundred forty individuals keen on education. Educating them was my vocation and delight in life, and I still remember the sparkle in a pupil's gaze when a knowledge was acquired; the kind of moment every educator lives for. I always was convinced instruction should be vibrant. My learning environment was a area of recreation, creativity, and activity. We created cartographic art, acted out historical events, and turned lessons into stories. Joy always occupied the area as interest substituted anxiety. Certainly, even prior to conflict, young residents were always afraid. My teaching space was a secure location but after 7 October, all was altered. My school became a safe haven for relatives running from the aerial attacks. Not long later, it was targeted and entirely ruined. There are very few schools still erect in the region now. For this period, nothing has been normal. The hostilities has shattered every facet of our lives: security, dwellings, schools, aspirations. Apprehension and mourning are constant companions. Numerous of my students are now lost – youth who spoke of becoming medical professionals, painters, and instructors. They were refused even the right to exist. Those who survive live with starvation, relocation and fatigue – and however, they still maintain the will to learn. Sometimes, when the online access allows, I receive messages from a handful of them. They contact inquiring: “Are you OK, teacher?” We communicate brief words, abbreviated teaching, tiny sparks of interaction amid the disorder. They ask if circumstances will ever revert to standard. I state to them I have no answer. Throughout this territory, teachers, helpers and organizations attempt instruction in all available spaces: in temporary structures, damaged classrooms, or congested safe zones. Education has become an gesture of resistance, a way to say: “We persist.” And provided that we continue learning, we will endure. Numerous of us are also parents. I am a mother of {three|several