🔗 Share this article Unbearable Pain: A Personal Fight Against the Puzzling Suffering of Cluster Headache Syndrome It was a gloomy weekday in the morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sudden sensation bloomed behind my one eye. Then came quick stabs, reminiscent of electric shocks. As the school day progressed, the pain subsided and then returned with greater force. Multiple times that day I left a teaching assistant with worksheets and ran to the staff bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I took aspirin, but the pain remained unbearable. The attacks returned frequently that fall, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an yearly cycle. The autumn months were the most severe, then February and March. I could predict the pattern: aura in the shower, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a doctor finally sent me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder. This condition often begin with severe pain behind a single eye that persists for three hours. About 1 in 1000 people suffer by the disorder, and males are more frequently diagnosed. Attacks usually start with sudden, excruciating pain around one eye that peaks within minutes and lasts for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal cycles; some patients have chronic cluster headaches, defined by the absence of extended symptom-free periods. What unites patients is the severity. One study scored the pain at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another found 64% of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm during bouts; the number fell to four percent when they were not in pain. One patient, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several causes, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her school leaving party, she remembers barely being able to see on the transport home. Her family often interpreted her episodes as drunken behavior. Support eventually came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often hid her condition. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital. Nevertheless, the inability to plan daily activities around unpredictable attacks took its effect. She particularly disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the small freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a major concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet. Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The first account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in 4000BC,” write experts in a publication on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent spirit who afflicted his victims' heads. Ancient healing records propose bizarre treatments for what some experts would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a separate disorder, with treatments including herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious remedies. It was a European physician who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he speaks of a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing each day at specific hours”. The disorder were only formally recognised by global medical committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a problem with a major blood vessel that delivers blood to the brain. Leading specialists in treating the disorder note this. In 1998, scientists released the results of a study for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the attacks in a imaging machine. The data, published in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered. Despite such progress, identification remains slow. One man's attacks started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician researched his complaints. Specialists say delays in diagnosing and treatment happen because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” one says. He works by eliminating other primary head pain conditions, such as migraine, before confirming the disorder. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which side do symptoms appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as alcohol? Certain characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But many first go to A&E or are given unsuitable treatments. Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her 20s, she had her molars extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. The author recalls calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring advisor talked them through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack passed. Official guidance on treatment advise that patients are offered high-dose oxygen therapy and/or a specific drug delivered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which apparently helps manage the bouts of some people. But leading neurologists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, the treatment window is everything: “The length of the cycle dictates the approach.” Brief bouts with infrequent episodes are handled with abortive therapy only. Longer or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the side of the skull where the pain is that decreases nerve signals. The national guidance need updating to reflect a